Thanks Stevie

I can't stop thinking about her. I've been fighting back tears for days......truthfully, a couple weeks. I think it has something to do with the crisp feel of fall in the air, the smell of autumn and the vibrant leaf colors that pale in comparison to the vibrancy she brought into my life. It was her favorite time of year... Mine too. Then today, for whatever reason, this song pulled the tears from my eyes. I sobbed. And now as I type this and try to describe the sting in my heart, I cry still.


I took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Till the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Oh, I don't know
Oh, I don't know

Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older, I'm getting older too
So...

I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older, I'm getting older too
Oh yes, I'm getting older too
So...

If you take this love, take it down
Oh, if you climb a mountain and you turn around
If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide bring it down,down

And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide will bring it down
Oh,well, well, the landslide will bring it down
well, well, the landslide will bring it down
well, well, the landslide will bring it down

I miss her so much. It's just too much sometimes.